remember when we graduated
from landlines
to cell phones,
freeing us from tangled cords
in stuffy rooms?
while others rejoiced, I lamented
the loss of our old phone.
I always knew where to find it
and where I stood.
if I pulled away, it always brought me back
to where I belonged.
with it, I’d never wander off and find myself
adrift.
and now when I float through space,
I find they’ve liberated us from safety tethers,
turned my umbilical cord to the ship
into a wireless gravitational connection.
they say spacewalks are safer than ever
without needing to shackle spacesuit to spacecraft,
human to machine—
zoom and pirouette wherever you like.
yet a pang hits me, like a meteorite etching a crater on my heart.
just like with our phones, we’ve lost our physical connection,
and I can’t help but feel
untethered.