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I thought it was dead, the moth pressed against the lantern’s glass,
wings scorched to gray, body trembling like a leaf
forgetting its branch. But there it was—
a stammering of flight, a refusal to fall completely.
O ashy wings still fluttering, what do you seek
in the ruin of light, what prayer stirs from the dust
of yourself? I have known that flutter that is
not flight, but memory aching toward the thing
it once trusted, not hope, but the body refusing
to be all quiet. I promise you, some things
do not rise like fire; they crawl out
of ember, sliced-shadow, sliced-breath,
dragging their ache like ash. Once, I watched
my neighbor blow gently on a dying coal,
her breath a soft insistence: stay, stay,
even if you are no longer flame. I think of that now,
watching the moth drift sideways through
the windless room, its wings torn but still
lifting, still opening as if to say:
I am not done with this burning.
O fragile persistence, O soft ruin,
O beauty that does not need to be whole,
let no one say you didn’t try, let no one
call this anything less than survival.