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I thought it was dead, the moth pressed against the lantern’s glass,

wings scorched to gray, body trembling like a leaf

forgetting its branch. But there it was—

a stammering of flight, a refusal to fall completely.

O ashy wings still fluttering, what do you seek

in the ruin of light, what prayer stirs from the dust

of yourself? I have known that flutter that is

not flight, but memory aching toward the thing

it once trusted, not hope, but the body refusing

to be all quiet. I promise you, some things

do not rise like fire; they crawl out

of ember, sliced-shadow, sliced-breath,

dragging their ache like ash. Once, I watched

my neighbor blow gently on a dying coal,

her breath a soft insistence: stay, stay,

even if you are no longer flame. I think of that now,

watching the moth drift sideways through

the windless room, its wings torn but still

lifting, still opening as if to say:

I am not done with this burning.

O fragile persistence, O soft ruin,

O beauty that does not need to be whole,

let no one say you didn’t try, let no one

call this anything less than survival.



Joemario Umana, Swan XVII, is a Nigerian creative writer and a performance poet who considers himself a wildflower. His works have appeared in and are forthcoming in Prairie Schooner, Chestnut Review, Strange Horizons, Orange Blossom Review, Frontier Poetry, Uncanny Magazine, LOLWE, Ubwali Lit, and elsewhere. He was shortlisted for the 2025 Akachi Chukwuemeka Prize for Literature and 2025 Kayode Aderinokun Poetry Prize. He tweets @JoemarioU38615.
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