Content warning:
we gather cage-side
to watch the barely breathing beast,
glasses in our hands
ready to clink
in reminder
that we are still breathing,
still able to taste
what soured long before
it reaches our tongues
cameras ready to capture
the moment when the last
African Forest Elephant topples
from life’s platform,
a slow collapse of legs
to dirt, a muddle of grey
that leeches one line of history
across the other-than-forest floor
we count minutes
in jokes and long silences,
watching the heart monitor pulse
while we dine on the lingering soul
of surf and turf.
celebrations are tricky
businesses requiring the right dash
of revelry to season soberness
monogrammed napkins
holding hors d’oeuvres
say Be At Peace.
it was bad taste
to put Forgive Us
where we wipe our mouths
when it finally happens
we are both relieved and dismayed.
we open the cage
and circle the body,
repelled by a miasma
we call respect.
we ask absolution
from the corpse
that witnessed conservation
when it was bouncing baby,
barely able to wail in protest
against a wooden breast
there are burdens earth refuses
to hold.
instead of burial, it rots publicly
to a shrine of brightened bones.
the people come
to pay respect, to seek,
to pray, to mourn,
to worship
we tell ourselves never
again. force ourselves
to remember how it felt
to see a mystery go cold.
but there is only so long
we can stare at the dead
before seeing our future
in the grimace
of shrinking flesh
so we discuss the décor
and menu for the next gathering.
check the cages
of the Red Wolf, Axolotl,
Mountain Gorilla, Monarch Butterfly…
ask in tones that mimic death rattles,
which one looks the most
like last year’s model.
[Editor’s Note: Publication of this poem was made possible by a gift from Kit Stubbs, Ph.D. during our annual fundraiser.]
