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I saw my name printed under a nude picture.
I am a missing girl,
Living far from his ruins.
He wants to find me,
He who gave me a plate,
He who found me a shelter.
I obeyed him blindly,
he demanded my body to belong,
I gave him my soul mistakenly.
He drew a line
A line I despised,
A line I couldn’t cross.
One night a quake fractured my wall,
but my portraits didn’t fall.
They disappeared one by one,
He got richer,
neglecting the fracture on my soul.
When I asked him to kiss me,
He said why?
I said no reason.
He said he liked me more when I was shy.
I told him my secret:
“A mountain is growing on my back.”
He asked me to be quiet
I was not there to cross the line.
I stayed young in his portraits,
He grew old,
Until the wall collapsed one night.
He lay beside me unconscious,
I stared at his closed eyes,
I knew then there was never love between us.
We were buried alive,
Breathing became our desire for affluence.
When I woke him up,
he climbed the mountain on my back,
We stayed in the ruin until dawn.
The mountain was now gone.
My back was free,
I could stand tall.
He looked into my eyes,
“Why did everything have to change?
You are here on the ground level,
Your portraits down below,
Run! Fetch me help!”
I kissed his lips and ran out there in the field.
I heard he is still searching,
and I am still missing.