Content warning:
as I unspool an onion. A line on a napkin
to square to cube to—something else. Something
I can’t picture yet. Dad smiles with the duty
of instillation. Broadening. Dad lives
in an apartment while he looks
for a house. The fried onion is a flower
or a half-grated mouth. In another dimension
we are in the same house. I hear the fights
through bathroom vents. Dad adds another
right angle to all his angles—he is something
else. Dad is an interdimensional being
existing in all worlds. The other families
eating their onions turn to ash as Dad
unspools. Dad says: I picked
this world, even though he has no house.
Dad pulls a hypercube out of the napkin-
drawing. Have you ever seen something
you have no ability to know? Dad says:
Would you like to go somewhere
else? I think of being stick-figure girl
or something in Dad’s impossible shape. Dad’s
endless black eyebrows. Dad’s thousand eyes,
Dad’s many-jointed fingers with the blood
at the corners—he gnaws his cuticles
in every dimension. Offering me life
in a different shape. I think I’ll stay, I say,
even though he has no house. Dad collapses
into the appropriate dimensions. Smiles.
Flags down the waiter
for the check.
[Editor’s Note: Publication of this poem was made possible by a gift from Jordan Hirsch during our annual Kickstarter.]