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The researcher wanted to determine if life could exist on planets around stars that were previously thought of as inhabitable.
Blue Star/Blue Supergiant, Type O-B, 49,726° celsius-9,726° celsius, luminosity 100,000 x
sun - 1,000 x sun, mass 50 x sun - 10 x sun, lifetime <10-100 million years
You’re crystalline and I knew that You’re going supernova and I knew that
I wanted to see through your light I wanted to survive your light
so I covered my body in reflectors so I canceled this phase of the experiment
You’re young and you’re fast and You’re burning and you’re dying and
you’re hot with UV rays so strong your death will be so strong
that you burned everything around that you’ll consume everything around
the kind of power that lifts you up that kind of power that swallows your memories
and out of your reason and puts out all inferior lights
I remember you in 35,000° C
a blue barb in the sky, a brighter Rigel and Regulus
Some stars live billions of years. But you?
A few million tops
Your light is a memory of the future
White Dwarf Star, Type A, the eventual end state of most stars, ~8, 226° celsius, luminosity 20 x sun -0.01 x sun, mass 2 x sun - 1.4 x sun, lifetime <1000 million years
You’re the star I want to live by You’re the star I thought I wanted to live by
This white light shouldn’t hurt This hint of blue shouldn’t be ignored
You’re a pool I dipped my toes into You’re water came up to my collarbones
This heat is pleasant This heat made my head spin
It’s the gemstones of sweat on my face It’s a bird bashing her head against a cage
You’re the same as Sirius You’re what remains after death
Why do I have these scratchy UV burns Why is there light coming from your corpse
Maybe your electrons have degenerated Maybe I shouldn’t have come here
The remains of a white dwarf will always rot
Too weak for a black hole or pulsar
your memories are cooling, dimming
In the future you’ll be a theoretical trace
the ghost of a star’s past life
Red Dwarf Star, Type M, ~2,926° celsius, luminosity 0.01 x sun, mass 0.2 x sun, lifetime <200,000 million years
Your light is the crunch of dead leaves Your light is the bite of cold on my cheeks
Cold, your rich light looks like a hearth Cold, but I want it to be hot enough
It’s not that you want to be dim It’s not that you want your red-dwarf-fate
Other scientists believe you’re habitable Other scientists believe it’s a tight hug for life
Your light is soft, well-worn wool Your light is comfortable but faint
but no lifeforms exploded from your soil but nothing here is enough for me
The universe needs stars like you The universe needs stars that will never explode
no burn marks, no ripples in gravity no messages from you when I left your orbit
A red dwarf is the smoky smell of déjà vu
Maybe I’ll come back to you
But the universe is expanding
We’re on the same sheet of space-time
And every day further apart