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Kid if you go out there tonight
you are likely to meet Soft Shoulder
Soft Shoulder speaking softly
quick-stop-tongued lanky cur dog
lisping languid in jeans
crushed up rolling paper and a red clover
in the pocket of his fieldmaster suede
Soft Shoulder of the many ageless lovers
Soft Shoulder of the Matzoh Western
Soft Shoulder of the dappled-in-light-tuesdays
Soft Shoulder single cup of whiskey single cup of wine
Soft Shoulder flitty slinky hips
no dancer
Soft Shoulder leather queen spit hole
Soft Shoulder sucked your brother
Soft Shoulder Long Lash
Soft Shoulder had a dog as a boy
Soft Shoulder stupid poodle cowboy
Soft Shoulder isn’t in the band
but they like to have him around
Soft Shoulder is a comfort
Soft Shoulder is highly capable
Soft Shoulder brings a certain ambiance
Soft Shoulder loves a closet case
Soft Shoulder has a heart of gold
Soft Shoulder has a gold tooth
Soft Shoulder is missing a canine
Soft Shoulder has had spotty and inadequate dental care
Soft Should smiles and says
these are just rocks and I’m just a river
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Soft Shoulder will corrupt you
Soft Shoulder will glimpse you up utopia
and in this way he will transmit to you his disease of longing
and you know what longing makes you, right kid?
Soft Shoulder coaxes pit bull soft belly
Soft Shoulder coaxes psychotic geriatric chihuahua
Soft Shoulder knows the touch of the maligned
Soft Shoulder runs jeweled fingers over
the chest of a beautiful old man
each coaxing beloved panting need
an evening an afternoon
Soft Shoulder says when two faggots rock their aching hips
and learn spelunking science (i heard the real guys call it caving)
edging into the darkness of any gorgeous opening they find–––
–––that makes the creosote sweat and glow
dazzling in the clear unflinching desert
–––that makes the good movies get made
Soft Shoulder says it makes the whole fucking earth vibrate
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Soft Shoulder lives in another man's throat
warm humid pink bedroom the light
comes in dappled and flecked, bouncing
off the grapefruit sized disco ball
resting against the uvula
Soft Shoulder makes his living
off whatever comes down
he and the man have an arrangement
Soft Shoulder makes himself scarce a night
or two when asked, no questions
both contribute to the floss fund
and in this way they get along fine
what does Mouth Man get out of it?
Soft Shoulder is wonderful company
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Soft Shoulder resolves against rules in favor of a better life
Soft Shoulder has had his share of gurus, culty people,
in-one-hand-and-out-the-other reiki guys, revolutionaries,
clergymen, middle managers, woo-woo peddlers, the PTA
Soft Shoulder is a union man indeed it was
Soft Shoulder who first sketched––joint bouncing
between his Talmudic lips––the first logo of
DOMESTIC FAGGOTS UNION LOCAL 1966
but he has been known to miss meetings now and then
Soft Shoulder says no number of rules will save your life
Soft Shoulder crumbles coast sage between his fingers
What IS it with Jewish guys and the WEST
Soft Shoulder’s grandfather traveled with the opera in a cover wagon
––––No shit!
So he has that going for him
Soft Shoulder considers the poolhall but heads home to play oregon trail
you have died from typhoid
you have died from cholera
you have died from snakebite
you have died from accidental gunshot wounds
you have died from exhaustion
you have died from exposure
you have died from madness
you have died from virus
you have died from bad news
Soft Shoulder gets death like a person who has loved dogs and older people
Soft Shoulder gets death like a faggot
Soft Shoulder is the stick pile beside a well tended compost heap
Soft Shoulder throws back his head and laughs
THAT WORM SPELLED MY NAME
IN CURSIVE