By the time we became birds
it was already too late. You still bled—
you might not have, but you kept poking
at your lost tongue with your fingers, as if
pulling at your mouth might pull it back.
And I—I had already lost
so much more than a tongue.
I would like to lie, to tell you
it was all for you. Your idea,
after all: my child in payment
for your tongue. Your hands
lighting the flame.
In the heat, my vision shimmers.
I thought it would be different, as a bird.
I would like to lie, to tell you
I never loved, or thought I loved—
a honeyed image is still sweet.
If only it had all been for you.
We shake in the winds. Birds have short lives,
I chirp at you, but you shake your head.
I cannot understand your speech,
nor you mine. We huddle over our eggs,
holding our wings against the wind.
I see the shadow of his flight.
Your song quivers in the rain.