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In all the warnings roared at me
of punishments to come
shames to shoulder
no one ever hinted
of cronehood changing me
into a tree

Yet now, be-barked
I am finally enough
surrounded by soil and starlight
and the endless life within the dirt
creatures a-slither, a-scuttle,
roosting in my branches
Winds whip, but never so wracking
as words from those
who never loved me back
I am, at last, at peace
but for the girl

She lives in the cottage
my shadow sometimes reaches
speaks the language once
used to list my failings
She carries the cruel
miasma of ash
which harms me
as it never did in life

She carries a hopelessness
I recognize
scorned no matter
the impossible
tasks she completes
She speaks to me
as though my bark holds
a face that comforts her
I wish, with all the strength
of my bark, my branches
that in the end she too
will be a tree, at peace



Devan Barlow is the author of the Curses & Curtains series, and the collection Foolish Hopes and Spilled Entrails: Retellings. Find her short fiction and poetry in various anthologies and magazines. She reads voraciously, and is usually hanging out with her dog. devanbarlow.com, Bluesky @devanbarlow.bsky.social.
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31 Mar 2025

We are delighted to present to you our second special issue of the year. This one is devoted to ageing and SFF, a theme that is ever-present (including in its absence) in the genre.
Gladys was approaching her first heat when she shed her fur and lost her tail. The transformation was unintentional, and unwanted. When she awoke in her new form, smelling of skin and sweat, she wailed for her pack in a voice that scraped her throat raw.
does the comb understand the vocabulary of hair. Or the not-so-close-pixels of desires even unjoined shape up to become a boat
The birds have flown long ago. But the body, the body is like this: it has swallowed the smaller moon and now it wants to keep it.
now, be-barked / I am finally enough
how you gazed on our red land beside me / then how you traveled it, your eyes gone silver
Here, I examine the roles of the crones of the Expanse space in Persepolis Rising, Tiamat’s Wrath, and Leviathan Falls as leaders and combatants in a fight for freedom that is always to some extent mediated by their reduced physical and mental capacity as older people. I consider how the Expanse foregrounds the value of their long lives and experience as they configure the resistance for their own and future generations’ freedom, as well as their mentorship of younger generations whose inexperience often puts the whole mission in danger.
In the second audio episode of Writing While Disabled, hosts Kristy Anne Cox and Kate Johnston welcome Farah Mendlesohn, acclaimed SFF scholar and conrunner, to talk all things hearing, dyslexia, and more ADHD adjustments, as well as what fandom could and should be doing better for accessibility at conventions, for both volunteers and attendees.
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